A bubble in a desert.......

Those hands, they are here again,
I'm trying to break free, all in vain,

his eyes pierced through me,
as he stepped into borders too close to me,

a few minutes and it was all over,
my beautiful dreams were washed away in that shower,

he left me there crawled up with those dark shadows,
every night i sleep, I never miss these shows,

one day, it changed everything I knew,
he left me in a desert, smiles were few,

three years on and I am still trapped here,
these memmories refuse to clear,

but I swore not to let him win this,
I swore to rebuild my life, find my bliss,

I let my smile brighten the night,
I let the sunshine in, let the flowers bloom bright,

and I live now in this bubble thats full of my smiles,
this bubble of mine shall not break, but it will spread into the miles,

I shall not quit, I will stand tall,
my head held high, I will not fall.


Dedicated to someone who has lived on beyond this night mare and is very close to me.

All out of smiles!

To change a face is not new to me,
it aches my heart when I see,

My smile has bothered this one,
My happy dreams are all but done,

I know its untrue, this smile of mine,
But I thought it would make things fine,

A childlike mask I choose to wear,
I wish to hide this pain I bear,

My dear friend, I wish you knew,
my happy momments are but few,

I wish you'd let me be,
But this message shall forever remain with me!

Broken wings.... No more!

Standing tall in this basking sunrise,
I look at the receeding darkness behind me that lies,

Days, longer than decades, indifferent nights,
Enchanting memmories of sparks and lights,

Locked in a chest, wrapped and reachable to no one,
from fear of a new wound to this healing one

With the first ray of light, I look ahead, up at the blue, blue sky,
Ready to spread my wings, im all ready to take off and fly,

Fly into this world, thats all but brand new,
Its the same old me, but im born all anew,

Every day is an unknown journey,
Surprises for me are many,

And each one adds a new smile,
To my eyes thats has held tears for quite a while,

Its a new beginning, a new color that i add,
The right shade I paint, Im glad.