When you left

The day dawned with no light,
For you took it all with you,
And we were left staring into the night,
at the face that was all that was left of you.

I know not how to go on,
without you to show me how,
what will I do with my newborn,
who will show me now?

I am left standing here,
never to feel your love again,
to hug you, kiss you or hold you near,
only an empty embrace with pain.

My home is gone,
only your house remains,
all of us in it, yet alone,
with your memories  in the rains. 

Walking Ahead and Walking Alone


The road you are on is never easy,

For you walk alone,

You move on ahead anyway,

For you can never look back,

There can be no resting,

For you can not ever just stop,

Through the storm you will tread,

For you will still burn,

You pay no heed to the fading voices behind you,

For you only see what’s ahead,

You walk ahead, you walk alone,

For the road is never easy.

Still Waters....still no more.

I stare at this wall,
Mighty and tall,
That's kept you out,
Near me, but out,

           My love, I need you to stay,
           Stay close, hold me as you lay,
           Be my strength, my light,
           Even in my darkest night,


Even in the harshest rain,
On the other side you shall remain,
And you can never see,
Never really know me,

     
           I can see in your eyes the pain,
           As you will and plead again,
           For me to open the door,
           But I choose to ignore,

For my love, If I let you in,
To all that I am and been,
I fear your tears will pour,
And the still waters shall remain still no more.

Keep on walking!

If they answer not to thy call walk alone,

If they are afraid and cower mutely facing the wall,

O thou unlucky one,

open thy mind and speak out alone.

If they turn away, and desert you when crossing the wilderness,

O thou unlucky one,

trample the thorns under thy tread,

and along the blood-lined track travel alone.

If they do not hold up the light when the night is troubled with storm,

O thou unlucky one,

with the thunder flame of pain ignite thy own heart

and let it burn alone.

                                                                                                  ------------ Rabindhranath Tagore

Today, the war is done,

and today you have won.

Ill carry my shame tonight,

with lullabies of the fading light.

But tomorrow I will wake,

and a solemn oath i will take.

Tomorrow, another war there will be,

with all I have there I will be.

I will walk every turn,

Through the rain I will burn. 

All I do is wait...

I look up at the stars above,
and wonder what is this love,
You have no name, just an empty embrace,
so I keep running my race,
All I do is wait.


      I watch the clouds pass above,
      I know now what is love,
      that warmth of your embrace,
      but I still keep running my race,
      All I do is wait.   


I look at the moon in the dark night sky above,
I ache for the one I love,
for that mark I can hold in my embrace,
and yet I keep running my race,
All I do is wait.


      I look at the vast empty sky above,
      and I wonder my love,
      why I long for that tomorrow with your embrace,
      but today, I keep running my race,
      And all I do is wait?

Know!

Faith knows not, of a wall,

stand for, stand tall.

Thirst knows not, of a quench,

dig deeper your trench.

Desire knows not, of a deny,

reach out for that sky.

Vision knows not, of an end,

look past the bend.

Dream knows not, of a boundary,

fly high and fly free.

The world knows not, of you,

shine through your colors true.

Another tear for you!

I lie here wrapped in his arms,

wishing they were yours instead,

for you are my true prince of charms,

dreaming of you I lay down my head,

I wake another day to the pain,

of knowing we will never be,

incomplete I shall forever remain,

for you never did belong to me,

and I wonder as I watch the dark sky,

if the tides of change have passed through you,

my unending love you will now deny,

and all I can do is shed another tear for you!

Here I lie with an empty embrace,

caught at a crossroad,

a future holding her hand in mine I face,

a past with her that I just cannot watch erode,

I want to spend my life watching you smile,

and I would turn the world for you,

how do I tell you it will take a while,

before the day dawns that's just for me and you?

How do I to make you see,

That my love is undying and true,

though your hand in mine may never be,

and all I can do is shed another tear for you!

I lie here yearning for your arms wrapped around me,

wondering what it is that I should feel,

as once again sleep evades me,

the dawning skies watch my eyes as they appeal,

Anger, pain, fear and guilt come and go,

like they own me now,

And I try and look deep in my heart where I know,

you've taken over all of it somehow,

I know you cannot let go of the hand that cared,

And I know I want no life without you,

So I sit here helpless and scared,

and all I can do is shed another tear for you!

Empty within!

I walk on through the night and through the day,

I move on, paying no heed to any say,

I look up at the rain of tears as they fall,

but I keep at it, I scale up the wall,

As I watch the world pass on by,

I see not the evil, not the dark, nor the lie,

Only the light, the beauty and the bliss I choose to see,

and I smile, for that is all there is to me,

I spread my joy and love to all around,

as pain and despair push them to the ground,

As I pass the rainbow and reach the other side,

I look, but find no pot with gold inside,

Dark clouds gather and win their war,

waves of agony lash at me with no bar,

There are no happy endings I now know,

There was never any bliss that looked to grow,

I let the light inside me fade and die,

With nothing more to give, look here I lie.