Saturday, June 16, 2007

THE GIRL IN ME AND THE WOMAN I AM!


For twenty one years now I have been walking.... Onward. I stopped to look every once in a while, back at what has passed.... what mountains I have climbed.... places that carry emotions that make me wish I was six feet under.

I now stand at a bridge, on the other side I will be welcomed as a woman. Ill be expected to leave the girl in me behind. Once Im on the other end, I know even my recent perils will seem small an I WILL FINALLY LEARN TO LET GO...... but Ill surprise one and all.... Ill still be the girl I am ... I always will be..... I know it wont be easy ... Ill have a slip every now and then.... I know I might lose faith in my abilities and my own self.....


But it wont be very long before Im back up and I know Ill have many hands to lift me up. Every woman out there will have the strength but they will never have the courage to love with innocence like a child would..... But I will make it . My love will be pure and I will still have faith.

You want to know why? What is life pretending? If you dont have a full heart, it will never be good enough. I will love with the deepest of trust like that of a child... and if I am hurt I will gain strength from the woman that I am an learn to let it pass with a smile.

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