I look out the window. I see her walk away. I wish that time would freeze. The jerk shakes me, the bus is moving away, she is going farther away from me, farther than I had ever imagined. I feel strange, no I am not sad, I am not happy, I am wondering instead... how come this moment that I have feared for days now has not ripped me apart?
Strangely I am calm, calmer than I should be. She is my friend, the best I have got. I could never tell you what she means to me in words.... she is worth so much more. I know this is the last Ill see her for years to come, and yet I feel no tears down my cheek?
Then I realise that this is not the end... it is our begining. True, the last four years have come to an end, but we have used that time to create an build somethin so beautifull. The winds of change may steer its wings in different direction but its beauty shall see the end of eternity.
We have planted a baby seed deep into the ground, and Ill wait and watch it grow with years. I will pray that it will stand the stronger winds, the harsher rains.
I will pray...
Strangely I am calm, calmer than I should be. She is my friend, the best I have got. I could never tell you what she means to me in words.... she is worth so much more. I know this is the last Ill see her for years to come, and yet I feel no tears down my cheek?
Then I realise that this is not the end... it is our begining. True, the last four years have come to an end, but we have used that time to create an build somethin so beautifull. The winds of change may steer its wings in different direction but its beauty shall see the end of eternity.
We have planted a baby seed deep into the ground, and Ill wait and watch it grow with years. I will pray that it will stand the stronger winds, the harsher rains.
I will pray...
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